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August 31, 2009

好想不去想。

      

         好想写点东西但是写不出来,好想宣泄但是不知道为什么,为了谁,心里无尽的压抑可以和谁说,好痛苦
好想麻木自己,玩,喝酒,抽烟,但是做不到,好想就此忘记,但是扪心自问也是做不到,
不知道自己每天想什么,压抑
       身边的人都说我变了,没感觉,什么也感觉不到了,只想找个没人的地方自己 呆着,那样感觉会舒服一点,
 呵呵。不知道我真的不知道,为什么,为了什么,这里是我唯一可以诉说的地方。


D:

August 29, 2009

Hopefully .

I hope everything has end now .
Thanks for people who have been so caring (: I love you all !

I tell them the truth.
I felt so free ;- had realeased all the things that i kept for so long.
I shouldn't keep this secret for this kind of people.
You're pissed or whatever.Ok do it ! I just do the right thing .
She have the right to know the truth !
And I wanna tell you here.
Stop being like that. Appreciate things around you.
I'm sure that you'll regret 1 day !

Hear or don't ;- your wish ! If you choose to angry me.
Okays.. I'll take it as you'll never change !

My bees -
Cheer up ((: ;I'm always by your side whenever you need me.
Baby -
This kind of ppl no need to care. Let her be ! She'll regret 1 day .

Friendster .
Finally I on. Hees*
Reply all my comments and approve/regret some friend request .
Now I'm going on FACEBOOK.

Facebook.
m-miko@live.com

Addicted x; Pet Society .

h0h0s !

August 27, 2009

Tangisanku .

Tangisanku ; Hidupku yang pahit sebegini.
Dapatkah kamu merasainya ?
Rupanya di malam hari, kesunyian membuat kita lebih peka.
Tapi tak setiap orang, tidak juga aku, mampu mencari jalan keluar.

Happy ending ?

At last I can give out a little smile since these awful day.
Just shortly a few days; there's so many unexpected things happened .
At last can end now;-I hope so.
As Mitch Albom said ; " Death ends a life, not a relationship."
I promised you all- I can do it ! won't end my life anymore
In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.
Good friends, good books and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life.

Thanks for being my in my life !

The end 。

          Everything just not going right . Things is getting worst day after day . Our friendship is getting sink day by day . Who can I nag bout this ? No one ! I'm the one who causes all these bad income . So , Who can I blame ? Only can blame myself . If you all don't believe me ; Its ok . I just wanna tell you all here . Your best friend among you all now is not as good as you think she is . She did the most unexpeted things but its just so normal for me.Because i know the real her... and you all don't ! Believe or don't is on your hand . 

That's just , all i wanna say 。


Goodbye my friend 。

August 26, 2009

不能原谅的错。

Sorry , yesterday I din't reply all of you because my phone is currently out of credit .
 I'm so sorry for making you all worry about me...
Thanks for all babes advice . You all did help alot.
I called babe wen yesterday night.
Talk about an hour using my house phone.
Well, she's having problems too .
So me and her were like crying to each other and telling each other stories.
Then we hang off and I call over miss tracy .
She sent me over 5-6 messages to me .
Thanks babe ((:


I'm so sorry to one of my babe .

I saw her blog.
I felt a thousand of wrongs is falling on me.
I can feel how pain is her .
I just craved a 'Pain' word on her heart. What I did ? Why ?
Leaving him is just like poking my heart and smashing it into pieces.
My heart is so disguise . 
Friend . Love .
Sorry . Please forgive .



Don't worry bout me girls (:
I'm ok... a little hurt is just nothing.

My bees .
If things can be so simple as you thought there may be no problem for me.
But ... the answer is NO.
Our friendship is getting sink in the water.
Things happened cannot be change .
I'm sorry . That's the word I wanna say .
Either u all will throw just throw it or act like you never see before.
But ... I still wanna say I'M SORRY . SO SORRY !
' We always love you ' This word you wrote to me ? Probably is only you'
I hurted her too much... too deep . She wouldnt forgive me.

Anyways thanks my bees.


I'm regretting .
Everything was just my fault .
I shouldnt do that at first .
I din't know that . I really don't know .

" 我知道多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过.."

王力宏- 爱错 

我的错。


昨晚我根本睡不着。一直都在想着那件事。
爱情友情
可是请你们搞清楚先 。
我以为他们分了我才和他一起的 。
我根本不懂他和你的事 ! 对不起。


我不是要你们来原谅这样的我
不过,我还要对你说声对不起 !
真得很对不起


我做了一个决定
我知道终有一天我一定会后悔的

可是、如果我不做这个决定以后我会更后悔。
我选择友情 !
姐妹是一辈子的!我知道了。对不起!

不过,我知道怎样都好我们的友情都不会再像以前酱的 !
可是,我已经错了一次、不能再错多一次了...
不管你们怎样讲我、怎样讨厌我...
我还会选友情 !



分手了。
是我的错
全都是我的错!


 


这点痛不算是什么。
我知道你心里的‘痛’ 
对不起。
是我的错







我想说得已经说完了。
最后,只想对你说声
对不起

SINGLE
I CHOOSED FRIEND !
SORRY ! SORRY ! SORRY !

August 25, 2009

过去。

爱他我想后退了。 

想回到过去、 好想回到以前无忧无虑的时候。    
现在呢…?好像已经晚了!        
开心是一天。伤心也是一天。     
我 …为什么放着开心的日子不过…而过伤心的日子呢? 
嗯…可能是我有! 


我的心告诉我、要我坚持下去
而我每天因为那件事烦恼。伤心
我承受不了
脑子里总是有那个阴影!
不管你怎么表现自己、我也忘不了你的过去。      


我相信你。但是我的心在流泪!    

August 23, 2009

Whole day ; Holiday !


21/8/09



ss


Beloved iko !

Morning went eat with baby .
After eat din't go anywhere .
He just fetch me back .

At night went Cineleisure watch Disney Pixar UP !
Actually I planned to watch on saturday 22.8.09 but my cousin won some tickets from astro.
So . . . Why not ?!
Darn nice !
We ate MCD Bubur Ayam inside ! *dots .

I love MC FLURRY OREO .
hees*

SKIP -

22/8/09


I look weird ~ ewweww !
xiao jun lebih punya xD


Babeh aiko .

7.00 am my dad call me wake up for breakfast .
Tut !@#$%^&*($# damn tired !

After eat get ready for everything .
Baby fetch me to 1u !
There 3 pairs of couple do-re-mi
do=tall ; kiko , zhen huan
re=medium ; m and m
mi=short ; aiko , xiao jin
Laughs*

Had to watch UP again.
No choice ! They bought ticket ady -.-"
Then before movie start we went Old Town Cafe .
Dots* joking around.
We din't go for sing k because I'm not enough time .
Had to go for BBQ Party .
So just went jusco , eat ; Food and Tea .
Stupid bei ~ Telling cool jokes *

Skip -

Home .
BBQ , Useless I can't even BBQ a chicken wing in a whole night !
Freaking Pissed !
I just sat there wait for ppl to burn for me .__.
Suddenly receive a msg from iimo
" TVB 8 有鬼戏 "
Wow ! damn horrible !
having a shouting party instead of BBQ party !
Iko sleep over in my house , we're colouring nails because too bored !
awww ! Holiday with h1n1 sucks !
):

My whole day ; freaking tired !

Finish .
gtg ... ciao ~

August 21, 2009

Facebook ; freak mode. wees xD !

Playing facebook recently .
click - FACEBOOK®
Friendster have problem !
Can't approve friend and even some of my friend gone from my friend list .
Well , Doesnt really care... ON FACEOOK.
Friendster throw aside awile x;
h0h0s !

Addicted to Pet Society .

Well kinda bored now x;

WIN ME IN
WAKA-WAKA xD

http://apps.facebook.com/waka-waka/

Try on ffs - friend for sale
http://apps.facebook.com/friendsforsale/users/show/136431119

I took a few quizzes from facebook.
This's the most awesome result ! quite accurate

a quiz from facebook .
" What does your birthday say about you "
Quite Accurate !
MY-FACEBOOK
m-miko@live.com

here's my result !

Stubborn
and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

.

facebook .
®

August 20, 2009

Shopping ;



Shopping day .
After school went shopping with ah vinz , wen aka longkang , xiao bibi , peggy , and some strangers.
h0h0s !
Watch
大內密探零零狗 again =.="
They call me not to tell them the stories ;
awws !

Then go walk awile pui the dai xiu jie ' wen ' buy cloth .
She try on many clothes and just bought 1
Stupiak popo !

I can't stay longer cause I have tuition at night .
I wore a Jeans with half elasticated.
Then calvin ; english teacher was like so damn freaking shocked !
he said " wow ! mengli you pants so long ! "
Because he said 'we' always wear short pants .
And now i wore
half elasticated he's give a face of shocked !
Omgosh ! He's such a jerk !
Nothing much ... In tuition sms,hear song, and study ; durh ~

Back home -
Sleep . . .

School ;


Anti - h1n1 xD
paiseh ; we've nothing to do in class.
Freaking bored =*/

Today go school.
Din't see my friends.
At last i knew they din't come to school.

I think they've told me yesterday. or maybe not ?
Maybe I'm sleeping and blur ... so get the meaning wrongly .
Its ok (: I din't angry .


eww ~ I'm on my own in class .
darn ; with all those sakai's' !
Firstly I have a taught to get out of school.
But I din't do it at last.
I'm damn tired and all I wanted to do was just 'sleep'
But... here comes "them" all kaciau me... with their nois
e.
I can't even sleep in peace !

Then we have some screen shoot [ss] !


ss


ss 2


ah pon ; Sidiesh war [ duno spell a ]


sui yeh ; Mikael


soh lou ; Jason


Hate them ! 8 dou sei


Here comes a stupiak teacher come in my class
F her !

Giler day !
Then call baobei (:
hees*
Talk awile
... sleep sleep sleep

Boom...
Tomorrow gonna ponteng ! shyt ~


(:

August 19, 2009

a call.

Yeahoooo !
I received a call from my
beloved aunty;干妈 from singapore . I treat her like my 2nd mom since I came from a single family. Well the first thing she ask is ; What are you doing now ? Simply answer ; I'm playing com - But actually I'm hearing another call . p/s . Urm.. Then she called me not to go out often because h1n1 is all around . Okays... I will ): Hate h1n1 much ! Then, she asked you still sell your contact lens ? I answered no.. But I have no money. dad dun give ; Then she say wait her back and she'll give me... Yeahooo ! She said stupid dad broke ady... Yeah right ! He broke cause of the biatch ! Whatver !! aww ! D: I must wait few more months for my new phone. Shyt ! Must tahan my bro phone for few more months D: anyways thanks aunty (: love u much
mwarhs !

August 18, 2009

阿蜜 ; 肥婆



黑眼圈,眼袋深...样衰 ):

哎哟,最近
每天在家没事做就一直 !

今天一早起身很快就gao dim了 ! 没迟到叻。
谢谢我的 “
闹钟人
呵呵~


今天在班睡了一阵天 !
h0h0s.
朋友讲我是猪蜜 !给她们炸到咯 !
Boom Boom !

-金鱼。
当然不是我的啦 ,我都不喜欢动物的
哈哈!是我的傻婆表妹的 。

一条死了
我表妹到 ! 傻的;都不懂哭来做么。
我们就被逼买一条给她 ;
哇!有关我的事噢 ; 我最无辜的咯

最近 poh chan 了还要我出钱
Stupid 啊 !

我电话没钱了 !
想念
哟 ):
miko


August 17, 2009

25 hours .



busy busy busy ...
25hours ; Non Stop !
Idon'thavemuchtime !

PMR's coming .
Wish me luck . =)



The fugly me .
ewwwww !
I'm stupid ass xD
muahahahahas* evil laughs.
Oops ! showed you guys my fugly faceeee ... ):

Crazy Mode .
Waiting for Party Time =(
Pmr Faster come ; Freedom is waiting for
me.
I'm getting crazy . Book sick !
Study Study Study .
PMR trial finish.
Hope I score well this time .

Anyways ,
Holiday is coming. Let's throw bags !
Count down fellow friends.
4 days more !
PARTY's on ! Let's have some fun then get back to work !
Enjoy peoples . (:

Saturday's going 1utama .
Watch movie - UP ! Can't wait for it !
Sing k . awws
That have been a time I din't go for sing k !
I gonna sing like mad .
hees*

Hope you guys have a good holiday too (:

ciao ~


August 16, 2009

无聊。



今天没出去 ,今晚才出 !
在家闷到死 !
看回我之前的照片

可爱叻 !


我眼睛好很多了

赫赫~
可是我还不敢带隐形眼
>.<"




爸爸他们一直
一定要干净 ! 洗手先 !
blablabla...

我每天如果没出

就在家,不是吃就是睡
吃够了就睡 ; 睡醒了又吃
他们说我很“猪” ! h0h0s.

VINZ 上网看到这个蛋糕


他说很ngam我
cheh ! 他不是好我很多吧了咯 !
讲酱多 !


然后又看到这件衣
我们の
Style .

回家没事做,
和弟弟他们去邻居家

他们去kaciau狗
yerr ! 很讨厌的咯 !

当然不是我拍得啦...
最讨厌 ! 恐怖到ham酱 ~
我 ciao 了咯 !
不敢看 ! h0h0s.

不写了
我去pasar malam了

ciao ~




错。对 ?

昨天,我邻居开party。
我去吃了很多东西 ; 呵呵
回家;喝醉了... 不过不是很
那种啦。
排涩 , 昨天真的sot

我...
很辛苦 ; 很
不懂该怎么办

不知道我这样的决定是


-

我错了。

一次次的犯错,一次次的原谅
爱他我付出了,爱他让我心累了。

一次次的撒娇一次次的欺骗,
爱他我害怕了,爱他我想
后退了。

爱你;也许我真的
了... ...


-

August 15, 2009

雨一直下。

雨还没停
这些天一直是这样
心情也跟着坏了起来
好几个晚上都不曾睡的着
失眠似乎跟我做了结拜姐妹
只是我想说
为什么我的泪水
也似乎追的上雨水呢


m
iko

August 14, 2009

Eyes infected . ):


H1n1 season now.
all mask on o:

New Friendster.
For ppl who failed to add my 5th profile you can try adding this
http://profiles.friendster.com/moveonmiko

Complained by someone that can't add me since 2 months ago.
hees*
Ps/ I choose to approve in 5th profile
Whoever that I've rejected sorry yeas.
So this new profile is for random add (:


Today wake up,
Eyes red like wow !
I don't know what happen.
awws =(
Go school more red ; pain ; tears always come drop
Everybody was like asking whys my eyes like that.
I told them yaw hurted me so made me cry
*laughs. Joking la sorry babe (:
I went pejabat go home lur
First , the malau teacher say wanna send me back
Then , my aunt came lur

Ouch ...
The Mr. Sulaiman so 'gan cheong'
But i get to finish the sej paper before back lor.
He so gao xiu !

Eyes ; pain pain pain .
tatas ):


August 13, 2009

Darn !




Leng zai xD

Yesterday after school went watch
On His Majesty's Secret Service 《大內密探零零狗》
Kiko rush me like hell... The funny thing was ...
I smsed her and said " like you will reach after i count on 123"
Then she really reached.
wow ! Darn .__.
Out again...
I'm a cute "light bulb" that day.
Saw many schools' buddy.

Then back home ready go tuition
I kicked a
cat .
The most terrible nightmare I ever had !
Omg... I can feel the fur of its on my leg...
Disgusting ! I were like shouting like mad .
then cry ._.
ewww~

Today ...
Science paper... Awww ! I can't do it man !
Paper 2... kinda empty ._. all the question was just like they know me and i doesn't
After rehat... Eat in class then science paper 1.
Do abit sleep... Eat ady feel tired *
Coco said i'm a pig ._. whatever ~
Then next geography paper.
Do till no.6 ; sleep.
Wake up left 5 minutes...
Tembak all lor ; no choice .

Still kinda
blur actually .

Many things happened .
Lazy continue ~ xD

Have a break ; with

Hees* I love Jolly Shandy Peach . (:
Nice !
Free promote * xD



August 11, 2009

PIG ! xD

wow !
PMR TRIAL .
study la weyh xD

Today school.
wow ! Puan liew catch my contact lens.
Wth ?! I 1st time kena man
Then she rampas , need parents to take it !
Actually doesn't care bout the lens... I miss my LENS CASE
MONKEY !! D:
; so damn hard to find !!! FARK ~

G.I Joe


Inside got my white chicks guy
I love him
funny dude xD



but he's so hero inside o;
wow !

hehes*

Inside cold like boom !
Ice cubes ...
PIG ma
hahas

Then back house ...
Go out again ; eat with dad



I want eat all these x;


Stupid dad order ' nasi lemak '


h0h0s xD curry
Not bad

Rain weew .__.
Balik rumah ; rest ; study ;
(:
Good Student .
miko

August 10, 2009

Oh darn it !

Today perhimpunan ,
We all sit in a round .
me . aiko . coco . kiko .
We were syok chit chatting about our 8 po stories
Then suddenly a voice came . Loud and clear !
" Meng Li and the gang , 3c "
That was our school principal ; Puan Joginder
She teached my class Pendidikan Moral so she know my damn name .
wow ! I was so damn shocked .
Malu* for sure.
Everyone in there were like looking at us !
Darn ! .__. My name again .
Fark that .

Back to class.
Benjamin and Brandon just can't stop teasing me .
" MENG LI AND THE GANG "
eww !! Shut it jerk !

So darn pissed (>.<)"

很失望很无奈


我宁愿什么都没听见 ; 我宁愿什么都不懂
为什么就偏偏要我知道她是酱的人
我真得很失望很无奈
不懂该怎么做好 ...

Friend like you ; JERK !

August 9, 2009

Silence .


So lazy edit picture recently
Just upload will do..

So long din't reply comments ; approve friends in Friendster nor Facebook .
Darn lazy .
Sorry buddies *


My mood ; It doesn't sounds like going well.
As days passed by ,
I'm still stuck here .

One by one telling me lies .
Can you all stop by now ?
I'm tired.

And for the movie .
I've choose not to go .
I'm sorry friend*
I just don't want them to think anything .

Too many things in my brain .
Gonna burst out soon .
I just cant take it anymore .
I closed my phone . Sorry to people that find me .
Silence ; alone .

And from now on.
Mrs.Lone has borned .

miko

Graduation .

Early in the morning .
Forced to wake up =*/


I love the sun shine .
still sleepy =*/

Cousin bro ; Alex graduation day .
Went MCA .


So bored inside.
All those people giving speech . " long speech " Bedtime stories .

I can really sleep there


Bravo cousin ._.
Congrats dude .


Too sleepy ...


Went out have a drink at Station Kopitiam.

Hot cappuccino...



Damn many people ._.

Stucked *

After taking pics with him.
Go home.

Go yam cha . =)





Finish.


miko