Oops* I did it again x:

Like a song from timbaland

" Its too late to apologize. "
Sorry cant mean it all. Not every sorry will get back never mind in return .
But... its ok ((: I'm nothing. I din't even believe in you before.
I don't know what's believe ; all I know was just believe = lie


- To be continue ...


Oops* I did it again x: 
I forget today was tuesday .
ffk again. p/s
h0h0s. sorry x: pull ears* ):

Din't go anywhere today.
Stay in house with ; online, eat , sleep , watch tv .
h0h0s. not bad. relax one day (:

 

New acc.
miko7@seven.com

 6th acc fulled. [:

Friendster.

miko1@one.com
miko2@two.com
miko3@three.com
miko4@four.com
miko5@five.com ♥ VIP
miko6@six.com
miko7@seven.com 

Facebook.
m-miko@live.com

Finish.

Trust no more.

I guess its all over again.
Din't feel anything. Guys words contain both rubbish and lies.
Never trust it.
Please get off from my life ! =)   
anyways thanks babe for caring , you are the best of the best .

- To be continue ...

Timesquare.
Today went timesquare ; shopping.
wow , so long din't shop man.

Strange Thing happened today . o:
We're inside the car heading to ts .  
We saw a naked guy walking on the street . wow .
Iko saw it first and she call me to see.
My reaction were like Omgosh. Wth . Wtf . Shyt . Bin tai . !@#$%&^*()_   etc .
Really got this kind of " ... " erm i duno what to say. *speechless
When we get down from the car . wow ' we all ' are talking about that .

Skip - ewwwww.

hees* i saw the horse.
ahemmm ~ my parents there. x: ps

Never walk to sg.wang *lazy .
We bought many things. but reached home felt is just so little x.x"
Not enough sy0k today . huhus.
Next time go again x:

Party. 
Happy birthday Ling ling and ah sok.
h0h0

dai kor said its like cockroach wing .

wow. urm... eww ?

Then after that ,

we clean bird nest and separate it .

My neck x.x" ouch*

alot more to do. x.x"

the bird fur .

I only clean this much . ): 

The end.

Holiday !

Love is blind ; Hate is deaf.

I fall for you once again after receiving all those messages.
I can't see the future... I don't know what will happen next.
My heart is so disguise. What should I do ?

- To be continue ...

19/09/09
Holiday. Hooray . Time to have some fun
Planned to go sg.wang ; clear the malls.
But at last we din't make it -.-"
My aunt - kai ma ; just back from singapore.
She brought us to Jusco

Bill ; So damn freaking long.

Crazy @.@"

After that we went to Ladies Department .
For sure bought ladies stuff. durhs*
Then we saw tut guy . whoopsy* Iko is freaking run out of her mind.
The tut guy walk a round looking for my iko. h0h0s.
Scaryy. But maybe he too love iko. h0h0s. laughs*
At night yam cha ; with dao gei. shyt !
Me n iko : ' malu betul ' x.x"

 

Uncle lemon ate 3 plates of Roti Canai.
Shyt Roti Canai Freak ! @.@

Me and iko Roti Telur Cheese. * So special
x.x" But taste weird ; sweet ! errrr ...

Suddenly I saw a cat under the table.
Omgosh ! Scare my ass out man !
Luckily I din't shout ! only bad words. x:



The dao geis always kacau this mamak guy. x.x"
Shyt ! hell funny.

Go home.

Sleepover in Iko's house ; Do mask together. hees*

Funny little day x.x"

Ok , A corner for my little hand

Disguting things about to expose. x:

Super teruk dy . Skin peel off ! x:
xiia0 yii only words : Disgusting ! h0h0s.
Mr.Calvin-english teacher ; keep on call me to take off the plaster.
He said let it breath then will recover faster .
But its fucking hell pain ! god damnit . x.x

xiia0 yii said that thing look like this choco.
Omgosh... x.x" my lovely choki choki...
she just destroy it ! .__."

Let's skip the disguting part . h0h0s xD

Honey bees.
Never trust a man when he's in love, drunk, or running for office.
You're not alone.
We'll always by your side whenever you need us
Cheer up.(:
As usual, there is a great woman behind every idiot.
We're always greater. No worries he'll regret one day.

Omgosh.
I find that you really love to copy and paste.
Wth is in your fucking brain huhs ?
Contain nothing accept rubbish ? Can't you just think your own fucking things.
Shyt ! You've been copying since last year. Irritating man .
Shall change your name to CopyWriterMachine. It suits you . -.-"

20/09/09

Shopping at 1u.

After that have a supper at Sushi Zanmai

 

There're alot more foods.. Lazy to take.

 

Greeen Tea Ice Cream but singapore one much more nicer.

Giant Ice Cream dessert . Yummy*

ssssss

Bill x.x"

Brieftly .

Insomnia.

My heart got u.

Let's get started ! 

15/09/09 - Tuesday.
Lying on my bed ; smsing and wanna close eyes ady.
Suddenly hear a loud voice calling me " Ah Li , Phone aa ! "
That's was my dad , he spammed. Waliao, so fan !
Then i jump up and answer my phone
My girlfriend x.x" iko asked me to sleepover.
So open door and went to her house.
We ordered MCD ! yeahh.

Double cheese burger ! Yummy. ((:

3.00a.m iko sleep like a pig dy .

I'm still hearing phone and poking my phone till 5.00a.m

16/09/09 - Wednesday .

Din't go school. Lazy x:

One teacher retirement day.

h0h0s. None of our business x: p/s

Skip -

17/09/09 - Thursday .

Itssss school holidayy ((: wees . cheer !

Happy durhs*

Sleepover in girlfriend house again xD

Err shyt. we're so bored in house.

Disturb ppl ! --> www.killerjo.net

hehes. see damn nice

Meetoto.

 So long din't play.

Everything expired. Bogel x:

sexy lady sexy man ! h0h0s.

Sing freak xD

cia0``

This for now.

will tell u all more when i get back my phone )):

Wait for my new post !

tatas people.

 Saturday's going sg.wang clear shopping mall !

hees*

I miss you too babe  (:




.

Forget the past .

I've grown up !

Don't  look back. - I hope you can think like me too. 

 

The little droplets roll the roof,
Sunken is my weak feeling,
Soaked in the sadness that does not move,
What if the rain wets the recovery of a beginning?
Will this unpredictably miraculous beginning ever return?
Will the star ever be shining again?
Will there be hope for me and you tomorrow?

That's doesn't important anymore.
Important is ;- You have to live happily in every single day.
Forget the past and look for your future . ((:

Goodbye my lover ♥
Hello my friend (:

Time to say GoodBye.

Sorry guys . for din't update these days.
Quite lazy recently. and don't have topic to post.


Well , let's start with " leaving the past behind" .
Time to say Goodbye ! You've bother my life for so long, so now set me free.
I'm leaving the past now. Won't look back. No more regrets.
Maybe you can say that I've grown up. (: Yeah !
Getting screwed up that time. Keep on thinking and thinking.
Maybe she's right , I'm gonna go tanjung rambutan if I can't stop that x:
Hees*
anyways , Thanks to all my babes that surport me when I'm so down down xD
I hearts you all babeh ! always do ~

Last night din't sleep. Panda eyes boom out. ):
Damn freaking pissed !
Went down watch movie whole night.
While smoking , suddenly a flying cockroach fly towards me.
Walao eh , actually I don't afraid of  cockroach but suddenly fly towards me.
Damn burned my hand. At last only realise that.
Pain like hell man ! ouch*

Disgusting x: ewwws*

My beautiful hand )):

Skip :-

Let's go to school.
As usual 4 of us. Gang of Talkative in the class.
me.aiko.kiko.coco.
I remembered one of our conversation today.
Coco said that she's so bored with him;- her boy.
Then aiko said angrily : You everyday call your mother , mama you bored or not ?
hahas * we laugh till crazy.
Got some more but i forgot =/

Mi mi ko ko
is still hot now ! they're still singing the same song now.
mi mi ko ko . grrrrr. Some goes with mi mi ko ko ' pants '
Why the hell ! Original song " ma mi po ko pants " .
.__. " very special thanks for the one who created that ! _l_


gtg .
ciao `

. New updates

Coming Soon (:

Thank you.

Someone ring the bell

to remind me

to stop carrying the sand

that has turn pebble

and hurt me

For good days never be forgotten

but it need to be let go

as it slow down my pace

and she is right

Time to let it go

am I?

time to send u off . . .

-Skip-

In class.
me.aiko.kiko.coco.

We're chatting about our personal song.
They said. Rihana - Cry suits me.

Rihanna Lyrics

Vinz add on.
he said , " Guys is everywhere. There are bad and good. I belive you can find someone that suits you in future."

Aiko said.
" I haven't found true love yet. Probably I haven't love someone deeply yet "
In that situation. Everyone agree what she said .
Walao ! Really ? I don't know.

Tracy said.
" If i saw the guy I will slap him for you babeh "
awws, she seems more angry than me when i tell her the truth .
hehes* muackss.

Today iimo sent a message to me.
Its kinda frighten me on that second. Stunned awile.
.__." Then at last I know that she's joking.

awws. Hate her )): Made me so scared.

-Skip-

Well this kinda funny probably to you all.
I told vinz that someone made me a song.
" Mi mi ko ko pants " taken from " Ma mi po ko pants "
You all know what's that ?
It's one pampers product !
Then he started to sing it whole day long... and well.
He told quite of them and now wen, loupo man , ricky , aiko , kiko , coco
started to make fun of it. ewwws ~ )):

Stop for now ((:

Taurus.

Friendster horoscope. Not bad quite accurate sometimes.

My horoscope ; taurus .

The Bottom Line

Tell them how you feel. Today is the day to take a risk. Don't be shy.

In Detail

Someone you love is thinking of you, because there's no one else who can soothe and comfort them quite like you. In fact, your knack for calming even the most troubled waters is famous among your dear ones. And don't even try to act like you don't enjoy the position. What could possible make you feel better about yourself than making someone else feel better about their own situation? It's a powerful gift.

对不起，我做不到。

对不起，我曾试着说服自己原谅你对我欺骗，但是每当我看到你跟他的聊天记录，我就难以抉择，我付出那么多，把我所有的感情都用上啦！你却欺骗了我！叫我怎 么原谅你！怎么相信你!你说那都是假的！可为什么当时不考虑我的感受！我会记住永远记在心里！一辈子！记得你欺骗了我！真的太在乎，可你为什么会这么做！ 为什么！为什么！

Life's complicated.

 I'm so called emo these few days .

Crying alone in room ; my hobby now.

Suck hobby.

I guess I needa get addicted in something to stop thinking my past.

I hate memories ! It Sucks !

I choosed dunhill.

I know its kinda stupid since I've stopped it half a year and now I started to smoke back.

Mr dunhill !

Heartly paw

Yesterday night , watch movie and text with some buddies.

I cried over the movie, but actually not very because of that movie.

I'm just crying my feeling out probably.

Cried like dead father =.="

Not i said , Vinz did !

Eyes like fishball x: hehes*

My dad.

He break up ? These day so early back home.

Stay in house and din't go out.

Well , Actually I'm kinda happy .

He break . I'm feeling good !

That woman such a biacth .

My dad such a stupid man !

Fight.

Between me and my so called bro.

His friend called and told me stories.

So after hang up I asked him questions.

He started to shout at me.

I'm not in the mood these few days. Then we started to fight.

The house was like disco. Probably worst than that.

Worst than earthquakes.

He shout at me like I'm his smaller sister.

Wth ?! If he's not my bro i wouldn't say or care anything.

He pissed me off and I slapped him.

The 1st time ever I slapped someone. 

I'm freaking pissed.

  

From now onwards , his stuff is none of my bussiness.

Let him die let him be. I wouldn't care !

Fuck it ! 

Life's freaking complicated ?

Set me free please .

All I need was just freedom , as simple as that.

心死了就不会通了吗？

Putting on a fake smile .
Telling the world ; Hello world , I'm happy !
I'm so hollow , who can help ?
Is this what I should do everyday ?

羅志祥 - 搞笑
我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

不懂为什么 ； 听这首歌时会觉得很想哭感觉到我就好像那首歌酱。

要习惯一个人的生活。
你的事与我无关。请你离我远远的　！
所有の一切,我都不想再提起了。

我不喜欢下雨，因为那里有太多关于你的记忆
我大声的告诉自己，我能忘记你，我能做得到，可是只不过是自己欺骗着自己

我告诉自己心一点也不痛，不痛！因为死掉的心怎么可能会痛！

一个人的世界 。

习惯了孤独的我，
开始喜欢寂寞。
在很深很深的夜里，
独享那份静寂。

一个人的世界，
会有一种无奈。
与自己的心灵对话，
释放自己的脆弱，


一个人的世界，  只有一个人懂。

一个人 。

一个人笑，一个人哭
没有幸福跟别人分享
也没有痛苦跟别人分担
一切都很淡然

每天都重复着同样的生活节奏
吃饭，上学,上网聊天,睡觉
除了这些，其他的生活全部与我无关

分手快乐。

Game Over.

ME 。

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage= Hot chocolate
2. last phone call = Ivan
3. last text message = Edison
4. last song you listened to = 《分手快乐》 梁静茹
5. last time you cried = Yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = Yeah
7. been cheated on = Urm... Yeah
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Erm... Maybe.
9. lost someone special = Yea
10. been depressed = Yes.
11. been drunk and threw up = Erm... Nope , I wont drunk because i don't drink xD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Pink
13. Blue
14. Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = Yeah
16. Fallen out of love = Yea
17. Laughed until you cried = YES !!
18. Met someone who changed you = Erm...probably.
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yeah !
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yeah !
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = No?

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Quite of them.
24. Do you have any pets = No ! I HATE PETS .__."
25. Do you want to change your name = Yes ! I've been wanted for so long .
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Celebrate Whole Day Long ! xD
27. What time did you wake up today = 6.30a.m damn the school ! =.="
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = SMS . Watch Movie . Talking on phone xD
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Eat Sleep Eat Sleep .
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Since I was 3 years old.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = MONEY ! PARENTS !
32. What are you listening to right now = 王菀之 - 我真的受傷了 ; 方炯镔-坏人
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = No?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Someone that I shouldn't love but I did =.="
35. Most visited webpage = Blogger , Friendster, Facebook
36. Where you want to be right now = Japan.Korean .
37. Nicknames = Miko , 阿蜜 
38. Relationship Status = Its Complicated . Single
39. Zodiac sign = Taurus *I'm stubborn x:
40. Male or female? = Female.
41. Elementary? = SMK Taman Bukit Maluri .
42. Middle school =
43. Hair colour = Brownish/Redish Black.
44. Long or short = Long? Medium. xD
46. Height = 160++ Din't measure !
47. Do you have a crush on someone = Maybe or maybe not . I'm not sure bout this =/
48. What do you like about yourself = Don't know . Lols !
49. Piercings = Erm ... Yeah x:
50. Tattoos = Nope.. Maybe will on future? o.o" 
51. Righty or lefty = Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery =
53. First piercing = 4~5 years old.
54. First best friend = Standard 4 till now ((: wees*
55. First kiss = That Guy !
56. First vacation = Singapore.
57. First crush = Standard 6. *childish >.<"

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = You !
60. Drinking = Hot Chocolate.
61. I'm about to = Posting.
62. Listening to = Wheesung - Insomnia
63. Waiting for = Some Texts.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Erm ... scare pain x: hahas !
65. Get married = Of course.
66. Career = Who knows .__."

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Lips.
68. Hugs or kisses = Kisses
69. Shorter or taller = Taller.
70. Older or Younger = Older to 21 xD
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Nice arms.
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble maker.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Yeah =.="
77. Drank hard liquor = Nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yeah ! Shyt !
79. Sex on first date =
80. Broken someone's heart = Yeah ):
81. Had your own heart broken = Sureee !
82. Been arrested =
83. Turned someone down = Yeah.
84. Cried when someone died = Sure
85. Fallen for a friend? = YEAH ):

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Yeah
87. Miracles = Last time... probably =@="
88. Love at first sight = No !!
89. Heaven = Hell probably [ my house ]
90. Santa Claus = Lawls. He's my papas ! =.=
91. Kiss on the first date = Yeah ! So normal !
92. Angels = Not sure !

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= Yea.
95. Did you sing today? = Yes !! everyday .
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Yes. sorry !
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = probably 3 years old ! Long stories.
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = Yes !!!!
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = YES !!!

People I tag:

Tracy
iko 
Koyo 
iimo

L-viin
Meng
Mashiko

mojojojo
Rex - xiaocool
Keivin
huii


Many more...
Anyone that read this post ((:

.

Sleep .

   

     I want to wake up for this long dream .I can hear your voice echo in my ear, calling me . Honestly, I am tired to try to make myself happy when it only last for few minutes ; but it took a lot of afford just feel a little joy.

     I feel so empty when I go to other places. I cant change anything . I cant forget anything. The more memories I have about others; - Does not help me to forget u at all.

     No matter how hard I try to wake up I seemed to still sleep.Nothing interest me anymore - It just as ingredient of topics. Actually, I love to be alone ; lose in my own thought . Just really sleep in real dream

If ...

If tomorrow is end of the world.
Then today will you all ... ?

Get back everything to normal.
Friend like we always be.
Laugh like we're still a kids.
Cry like we lost our chocolate.
Share secrets. Share sweet - sad momment.

or...

You all will just continue like that ?


...

Hide Tide or Low Tide .

By Ben Harper & Jack Johnson

High Tide or Low Tide
Yes, in high seas or in low seas
I'm gonna be your friend
You know that I'm gonna be your friend
Any so in high tide or in low tide
I'll be by your side
You know that I'll be by your side
I heard her praying, praying, praying - mmh
I said I heard my mother
Her praying, praying, praying - mmh
She was praying in the night
And the words that she said, the words that she said
They still linger in my Head, linger in my Head
She said : "A child is Born into this World
He needs protection" - yeah
God, guide and protect us
When we're wrong, please correct us
When we're wrong, correct us
And stand by me
In these high seas or in low seas
I'm gonna be your friend
You know that I'm gonna be your friend
Any so in high tide or in low tide
I'll be by your side
You know that I'll be by your side
I said I heard my mother
Her crying, crying, crying - mmh
She was crying in the night
And the tears that she shed, the tears that she shed
They still linger in my Head, linger in my Head
She said : "A child is Born into this World
He needs protection" - yeah
God, guide and protect us
When we're wrong, please correct us
When we're wrong correct us
And stand by me
In these high seas or in low seas
I'm gonna be your friend
You know that I'm gonna be your friend
Any so in high tide or in low tide
I'll be by your side
You know that I'll be by your side

Simple life.

Well lets begin with this ; School Reopen .
Everything not going right as I've thought of , but its ok (:
There's no problem without a solution.
I'll find the way to make it right but if I failed , then i cant do anything
Just live like there's no tomorrow .

What is a friend?
A single soul dwelling in two bodies.
I'll keep waiting on . 1 day 1 week 1 month or even 1 year .
You all are still my friend although there's many problem happened between us ;-unsolved problem .
Words are easy, like the wind; Faithful friends are hard to find.
I'll appreciate .


Why must us take the hard life than simple ?
Why must us make it so complicated ?
Why don't start it once again than suffering like this ?
You all happy ? I'm so sure I can tell u here. I'm tired ; suffering .
Let's no war ! Peace can make it different .
Can you all ?

How simple life is?
It's as simple as this: you're hungry and you eat, you're full and you shit.
Between eating and shitting, that's where human life is found.

Alone we can do so little ; together we can do so much .
Guess you all got learn it before. Try to think bout it (:
Change your mind.
And we'll always be friends forever, wont we ?

Live life simple . ;-Happy everyday as we're lacking of time.
Time is precious .

好想不去想。

      

         好想写点东西但是写不出来,好想宣泄但是不知道为什么，为了谁，心里无尽的压抑可以和谁说，好痛苦，
好想麻木自己，玩，喝酒，抽烟，但是做不到，好想就此忘记，但是扪心自问也是做不到，
不知道自己每天想什么，压抑。
       身边的人都说我变了，没感觉，什么也感觉不到了，只想找个没人的地方自己 呆着，那样感觉会舒服一点，
 呵呵。不知道我真的不知道，为什么，为了什么，这里是我唯一可以诉说的地方。


D: